I took my life in the palm of my hands
I apologize for all that i am
was it happenstance or holy war that lead me to you
and away from her
Heavy as a heartbreak
Heavy as a broken home
If you ever loved me, how come you never said so?
I was never sure of course I never asked
I never had the heart for living in the past
If it ever comes and I hope it never does
Just know that youʼre the one Iʼm watching from above
Heavy as a heartbreak
Heavy as a broken home
If you ever loved me, how come you never said so?
Take a sigh, take a breath in
Keep ‘em close, keep ‘em guessing
People lie learn a lesson
Count your friends and your blessings
Heavy as a heartbreak
Heavy as a broken home
If you ever loved me, how come you never said so?
I still think of you when I hear your name
Thereʼs a part of me that still wants to pray
for plans forgot, for sins forgave
maybe most of all for the price we paid